What matters.

What matters.

What's been my biggest security blanket/enemy in my relationship with Ana? The scale. For nine months, JJ and my best friend, as well as my treatment team, have begged me to get rid of it and I refused. Today, I told Jesse to get rid of it, and here's why. For months, I weighed myself methodically [...]

Final decision.

The official recommendation by my treatment team was PHP; however, JJ and I were already on the outpatient train by then. I couldn't bear to burden everyone anymore, and requesting additional leave was going to require asking people at the university to donate. Then I would be responsible for THEIR leave if I didn't get [...]